Now I am at an age when I was still difficult to call myself an adult, but I am no longer a child. I have not yet touched on adult problem, although I often wonder who I will be , how the rest of my life , but also in football and basketball I love to play with children , forgetting that growth almost caught up with his father.
Sometimes I hate to grow up. I understand that as long as the parents take care of me , I - is free. My claim to independence yet more children . I'm terribly sorry to see my mother and constantly tired late at the office of his father. And I think : Is this for me grow up , for fatigue, eternal race for someone and something. And I used to be a family , and I as well as my parents , I will be with the light doom to do their duty to their families . I understand that it is inevitable , I - the creation of nature with its biological program. My task - to grow and learn. Then, teach and raise their children .
I do not know who I'm going ! At least my mother calls me sometimes turns reveals and loafers . And why not? Because I love to paint, and all the time I spend on this activity? Maybe I will become a cartoonist and my cartoons are not worse than those of Garry Bardin or Walt Disney ! And if I 'm a janitor, then what is wrong in this profession ? When the streets are dirty, for some reason, remember the janitor , and when sparkling clean - it's a profession quietly falls into the category of failure . Why ? After all, their work is valuable and necessary.
Adults, I think, a lot of problems have come up with myself , which would be possible to avoid it. They are dependent on other people's opinions , envy, external interference in their problems. They need to be a little freer and more independent . Maybe I 'm wrong, grow up , take a dip into the world of social conventions and become a " gray mouse " . But I will try to defend his point of view, always weak and can fall back mediocre . Although a lack of talent , too, you can bet !
I look at my classmates , and I think , well, where did Losers Genki Samokhina such a thirst for photography. He goes everywhere with a camera and footage selects interesting , very successful . But Alexei Zakharov ! " Sinks " in the Russian language and literature, and wiring knows inside out ! Olga Reutova - cuts and everyone makes such a hairstyle that will be envied Hollywood stars .
We do not have the class of the " gray ", which appears in his life . All interesting and capable . I can not see into the future and say that there will be joy, sadness , boredom , worries ? But I am sure that parents and mine and friends also dreamed about something , do something in life , because we have to love them .