My first and the only memory from the childhood is my dad attempting to rape me. I remember myself screaming, yelling and crying, but he remained ruthless and showed no mercy at all. My mom tried to call the police, but dad jabbed her in the stomach and then knocked her out. She fell unconscious (two days later she died in the hospital). Meanwhile he continued trying to enforce me to get into sexual contact with him. He tied me up with a rope so that I had no chance to escape. Then he pulled out his dong and... damn, it was so small that I couldn't help laughing! He blushed, pulled his pants on and attempted to run out of the room but was caught by the policemen who arrived 5 minutes after mom's call.
In less than two weeks I was sent to the orphanage.